Working live make me tired... read back the last post. I though I’ll be very happy and relax after complete the special project. But now only I realize... relaxing live is not that good and boring as well. The most important thing is I can’t learn much from the daily routine. I hate this kind of meaningless life… Seems like repeating the task everyday and is meaningless task to me, for example create new webpage according to template, change the design of the page, write some simple coding and etc.
What I want is a marvelous job! I also don’t know how to describe my dream job. Perhaps I hope that I can learn more thing rather than copy, paste and modify. I want opportunity; I dun even get an opportunity to try or even do something which is more challenging. Perhaps u might say “we must fight for opportunity”. Yup, I admit that I should fight for it, but not in the current company. Because I knew that is impossible. So I make the decision to leave the current job.
I found a job, which is much better if comparing with my current job. For sure the salary is higher as well. But the most important thing is I can learn much from there for example Oracle DBMS, Unix Server, multiple programming languages and the opportunity to go overseas for training. I’m very happy at first because it is a great opportunity. But after a while I cried because of the location of new office. The new office is not at KL but in Muar. U might think I’m stupid and wondering why I cried. But for sure u all know the reason. I’m unbearable to apart with my bf. But my friend consoles me, she said I should treat this as a test see how deep is our love and “if he’s yours, then he’s urs”, no one can take him away. Moreover opportunity only knocks once; if I let over it that’s mean I’ll lost the great opportunity. What is your opinion? Should I accept or reject the opportunity?
After having a deep consideration, I decided to accept the offer. This is what I want to tell my bf ~ “I really hope that we can maintain our long distance relationship in a well manner”
If u were me, what will u choose? Stay at KL or back for the job?
3 comments:
Hey, ... didn't really know u that close.. but from time to time.. realize that u r a person with high ambition and loves challenges and also so 'yau cheng'.. really envy ur spirit and the character in u... something that i don't have.. as spirited as u.. i'll get commited only when ppl force me to.. and also if i only interested.. damn.. my interest.. wat's all those wasting time interest is wat i like.. ok back to the story..
Lilian, wat i can advise u is that to give urself some time.. build up ur career in the way u wanted it to be.. until u achieve it... and then settle down with family and friends and be a siu lai lai.. with location and times apart from ur bf.. u can make rooms for u to think and plan for some romantic meetings in the future.. a love life would be more exciting by then.. think with an open minded way.. positively.. it's not necessarily going to be worse. Yeah.. it's actually time for u to plan ur upcoming exciting life.. Enjoy it!
Anyway, say is easy.. but it's different to actually do it.
All the best for ur new job!
Thanks for ur advise meiyin... :)
Thanks for loon... i feel so touching.. :)
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